What I Want,

Once I woke up,
I saw the sun smiling,
I heard the bird singing,
I saw the children playing,laughing with joy,
I wonder why I didn't have that happiness?
Why did I have to work nights and days?
Why did must I be kept in this dark,creepy room?
I was barely able to see the sunlight,
I guess it's because I want to make them happy and forget my own happiness,
They said i have everything to live,
But wht aren't I happy enough?
I cried because of this sadness,
I prayed to Him and hoped He'll give me what is missing in my life,
At last He gave me what I want,
A wonderful friend,
An honest friend,
He one who trusts me and believes me,
One who loves me,
Not because of what I have,
But because of who I am and everything that i'm not,
The joy and happiness finally came along,
But I have to give it up,
Because we have our own lives,
Because we needs freedom,
Because of Him...

♥